Because I have absolutely 0 motivation for school right now. Actually I'm pretty sure I really don't wanna go back home for the summer. Don't get me wrong I'm excited to see my family and rest and things like that, but I'm not ready to say goodbye to the friends that I've made here... AND I think I'm going to be so ready to get back to Provo. Which is slightly odd because I've taken every opportunity to get out of this place (Provo) while I've been here. What an odd paradox.
Anyways, have you ever considered how wonderful it would be if you knew absolutely everything you were supposed to do and accomplish while you're alive? Because I totally have. Right now I'm seriously considering changing my life plans and doing something slightly drastic... and I'd love someone to tell me exactly how that will effect me. For better or worse.
Natalie and I got into a discussion today about the importance of education for latter-day saint women. I know this is kinda a can-of-worms subject to open up, but I really do feel slightly.... perplexed and overwhelmed by it. I know we as women have been counseled to become educated and I know I've been counseled to get as much education as is available to me, but how much is available to me? Ummmmmm.... ALL of it is AVAILABLE to me. Realistically though I know that I'm not going to get a Ph.D or even a masters, but should that stop me from trying?
All I really have the desire to do is to cook things, decorate, and clean a tiny little house and wait for "husband" to come home. That could be because I'm incredibly tired right now.... but seriously that sounds so good.
So many life decisions and I feel like there's so little time to make them in.
Anyways, have you ever considered how wonderful it would be if you knew absolutely everything you were supposed to do and accomplish while you're alive? Because I totally have. Right now I'm seriously considering changing my life plans and doing something slightly drastic... and I'd love someone to tell me exactly how that will effect me. For better or worse.
Natalie and I got into a discussion today about the importance of education for latter-day saint women. I know this is kinda a can-of-worms subject to open up, but I really do feel slightly.... perplexed and overwhelmed by it. I know we as women have been counseled to become educated and I know I've been counseled to get as much education as is available to me, but how much is available to me? Ummmmmm.... ALL of it is AVAILABLE to me. Realistically though I know that I'm not going to get a Ph.D or even a masters, but should that stop me from trying?
All I really have the desire to do is to cook things, decorate, and clean a tiny little house and wait for "husband" to come home. That could be because I'm incredibly tired right now.... but seriously that sounds so good.
So many life decisions and I feel like there's so little time to make them in.
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